Random thoughts all over my mind, hence the haphazard "flow"...bear with me Fam.
The past couple of days have been pretty rough Fam! i just got the news that i would no longer be participating in this program i had been patiently waiting for since Feb 2010. I had prayed over it for a long time, and i really did believe that was what God would have me do after college. There was hardly any doubt in my mind! I mean it was everything i wanted. It was a really good opportunity for me to live in a foreign country, out of my comfort zone and share the gospel. But in this, i have realized that sometimes we may get caught up between what we think God's plan is and what it actually is. Truth is, i just realized how easy it is to trust in God when you have a fall back plan! and how hard it gets when He is all you have to look up to.The past couple of days, i have really struggled with trying to figure out why i didn't see any clues that this might not be His will for me. I have been trying to wrap my mind around how God works, and i just realized that His ways are too great for me to comprehend. The toughest part is trying not to be offended with God and understanding that "after obedience comes Revelation" and not the other way around. BUT praise God! because in the midst of all this, one thing i know is that God never breaks a promise!
Jeremiah 29 v 11
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